What’s poppin’ everyone!!! I haven’t blogged in like a year and you’re probably wondering where the fuck I’ve been. Anyways, time for a rather lengthy updateish post since I normally hate talking about my life. Seriously this post is gonna be as long as the list of reasons why US politics is stupid so strap in.
So as I said a couple posts ago, I recently went to the good old Florida, the sunshine state (even though it was raining when we got there but shhhh), the orange land. Long story short, I absolutely LOVED it there not only because of the things I did there but also because of how I felt there from an internal, spiritual point of view. During my stay, we went to lots of theme parks, I conquered my fears and went on many rollercoasters as well as officially being able ride them with my eyes open now as I’m officially no longer a wimp. I also talked to a crap ton of strangers which I never knew I could do. Moreover, I bought many clothes and I may do a haulish thing if I’m in the mood or if seeing my clothes is of any interest to you. In fact that second part is a lie I don’t care about what you’re interested in, I literally only blog based on what I want to do. I also survived grinching out on Christmas but I hope you weirdos who think Christmas is good enjoyed yourselves.
I also attended that Skype blogger party that (my just friend and nothing more than) that Abby had organised and I’m gonna be honest, I’m so thankful that happened because like everyone in that chat is a great person (especially in the snapchat group chat that changes names every couple of hours.) and it allowed me to meet bloggers that I was planning on talking to but wimped out of doing so by calling myself a bad friend which I am but that’s beside the point.
However when there’s good, along comes the bad. I predicted a mental health collapse after Florida and exactly that has happened. Ever since I’ve been home I’ve had even less motivation to grind than before. I mean, before I went I was looking for a job, I was surviving school. Now I’m refusing to get a job due to commitment issues and school work is demoralising the second I sit down to do it. Frankly in terms of my school/work life I’m drowning and I need to wake myself up because I’m deserving and capable of great things and those good things aren’t coming unless I work. I’m not looking for that sympathy talk but this is just my way of giving a full update from the heart.
It’s kinda weird because when I am blogging I have no ideas but when I take a break ideas keep flowing in. But yeah long story short, I’m back with a domain that’s soon to change, a potential new outro and even more good stuff is planned.