You left town recently
You told me that you would definitely stay in touch and would never neglect me
I knew that was a total lie
I knew that you would abandon me as that’s what they’ve all done
You told me that you’d never forget me so often
That I almost believed you.
I let my expectations get ahead of my rationale and honestly it’s painful and frustrating
Because I saw it from a mile away
Yet I didn’t want to believe it.
I didn’t want to admit to myself that I’d lose you
But as I’ve said I want you to be happy
If that’s with me;great, I’m happy
However if I’m not a part of that
Then I can come to terms with that.
I’ve loved and I’ve lost far too many times and this can be just another person
To have proved my abandonment issues right
It’s kinda sad in a way
But I don’t blame you one bit
You’re happier now;you’re settled, you have made new friends
And I’m happy for you
And I always will be
Because as you’re drifting further and further away
I keep the memories close.