Namaste bitches and welcome to my first time to talk. Wow I haven’t done one of these in ages. Anyway for those of you who are new to my blog, a time to talk is basically a post where I give you guys a life update and tell you what’s going down in Sav world.
First of all: the biggest issue that’s been affecting me. A lot of you already know this as my blog friends but I have broken up with my girlfriend and it’s a fucking bitch to get over. I’m not asking for your sympathy and for you to say awwww my poor savvy wavvy got dumped. I’m literally only telling you this because it’s a part of my life. We broke up because she still loves her ex and she only got in a relationship with me in order to distract her in getting over her own ex. I’m not gonna go too much into the nitty gritty of what I felt and what she said because I don’t like talking about it but all I’ll say is she did it over text when she’d seen me earlier that day. I’ve honestly been struggling with the break up because I see her all happy and moved on while I’m still in love with her and it fucking hurts. Our mutual friends have also been hanging out with her and obviously I don’t expect to be invited along with her because it’ll be awkward but I at least expected more support from my friends rather than them basically implying they’re on her side because they invited her to hang out and not me. I’m struggling to trust anyone these days no matter who they are no matter what they’ve done to me because I feel betrayed by people that said they’d always support me and wouldn’t abandon me so often that I began to believe it. The people that I felt the closest to have started to abandon me and I’m honestly in no place to trust anyone anymore when they say that they’re on my side. Anyway yeah I’m single now so if anyone wants to be my girlfriend or boyfriend then contact me in any way you want just go look at my contact page. I’m actually 100% serious.
Anyway that’s my shitty love life over with. If you want to read about a more interesting love life then go check out Elm’s blog. I’ll go onto everyone’s favourite thing in school right now.
School has been still shit for me because I haven’t met anyone new, not that many of the annoying idiots didn’t get back into sixth form and I’m still lonely af. I’m already overwhelmed by the amount of work involved and it all combines to be shit. A positive is that I have a new form tutor that’s really hot and for English I have a hot teacher so I’m kinda winning here. Apart from having hot teachers, school has remained shit.
I also feel like my blog is going downhill. I mean I don’t care about how often I post and stuff but I feel like my content has gone to shit recently. I used to be incredibly funny and I’d always make entertaining posts but these days I just feel as if I complain during every post I make and you guys don’t actually enjoy reading my life crap.
Okay so that’s all I want to talk about for now. This post was basically an excuse for why I haven’t posted in almost a week but yeah my blog my rules. Please let me know if you enjoyed it or still enjoy my blog and I’ll see you later.
Sav the Single one