Okay so I have some explaining to do.
Today is GCSE results day as you’re probably aware and I’m not sure if it’s okay to share my results but oh well fuck it I want to write so I’ll write. I waited until my mind had stabilised before I wrote in order to prevent an emotionally charged post that consisted of me crying but yeah so today I got my results and here’s the story of getting them.
I woke up really early today after having a dream of getting Es and Fs so I was pretty shook because I thought I was gonna do apocalyptically bad and so I took my time getting ready in order to pass the time and for it not to feel like long and I got ready with an hour to spare. This meant I had to wait for my parents to get ready which felt like an eternity but it really was 20 minutes. So I went to the car and whimpered and how nervous I was.
When we pulled up at school I instantly took off to collect my results leaving my parents behind and I whimpered some more and decided to be even more nervous. I wasn’t taken notice of by any of the idiots at school which was good because I have no time for them at all. So we were to go in and I needed to be told three times because I was so shook and so I went in and went up to the table and the teacher sitting there saw me shaking like a phone on vibrate and he asked if I was okay to which I replied yes and I saw him low key laughing but anyway that’s beside the point.
So I opened my results and my eyes scanned the whole paper for grades until I regained my composure and I read these grades out
Ancient History:B- At the time I was really disappointed and I still am became I got an A on the mock but I fucked up on the coursework and the final exam so yeah I suck.
Biology:C- I suck at sciences so to have passed is good right? I did work incredibly hard for it though and I would’ve liked to get more
English language:B- again coursework be fucking me up. I got an A on the exam which was so difficult. Literally on the second section it told me to write a story about when I found something really difficult. I chose that exam to write about it was that hard.
English literature:A- I’m happy with this even though it’s just about an A but at least I didn’t fail it. I also got full marks on one of the papers which is dope
Maths:B- at least I passed, maths is one of my weakest subjects so I’m happy I passed.
Physics:C- again I just wanted to pass
Chemistry:C- I though I’d have done better because I worked hard.
French:A*- I was really happy with this in fact it was an expectation to get an A* because it’s one of my strongest subjects.
Latin:B- I arguably worked the hardest for Latin and I am one UMS off an A which I’m gonna try and get due to re-marking and stuff. But the literature side fucked me over.
German:A*- I am the happiest with this one because I got four UMS off of full which is amazing for me.
So after I got these results I went outside laughing at how bad I’d done in my opinion and so I thought I had done really badly especially because my sister got 7A*s 4As and a B. So I was thinking I’d let everyone down and stuff and other people in my family had done better and so I felt really bad. I texted Elm afterwards and asked how she’d done because I was interested in knowing and so I found out that she got 7A*s and 4As which made me go “yep I’m dumb as shit”. However everyone thought I’d done well and now I sort of believe that I did.
Anyway so that’s my results story and to end I’d just like to say that it’s okay if you didn’t get what you wanted your worth as a person isn’t at all determined by a load of letters on a piece of paper like what’s inside your heart is all that matters. Anyway let me know if you liked this and I’ll see you later.
Savinator McLionface 💪🦁